Tunnelvision
In the somber blackness one calls outerspace,
Or is it my mind!

I know all,
Yet yearn to be proven wrong.
Tis not the beauty of omniscience,
But the thrill of differing opinions.

To know all is to be all!
Yet I am but a man.
In uncertain terms I can only question that which is taught!
OMNISCIENT!

A pale moonlight,
Emotional rollercoaster.
To gaze in awe : Fear Excitement Sadness Pleasure
Why is the question?

Butterflies
Stomach
It is fear, A differing of opinion,
yet the excitement of potential

Lead yee not to temptation for I can find it myself,
Answers,
but there were no questions.
An uncontrollable search for ideal beliefs.

I cry... I cry... I cry...
Everything held in perspective,
but something differs in all
I cry... I cry... I cry...

Contentment or madness,
the omniscient one knows all.
Yet, I am alone in anxiety and frustration.
To know all, anything is possible!

I ponder, lying awake,
for answers I should already know....
health, life, love, happiness....
eternal knowledge based on inadequate teachings.

For what reason, other than happiness, is life's goal?
This i yearn to know.
Definitions! Excuses!
In the end, missed opportunities dominate the thought process.

Should have
Could have
Would have
But in the end, DIDN'T!

So easy, but why do i cry?
Simplicity is the key to life.
Opportunity knocks,
but I don't answer the door!

Lady friend with potential.
Excuses invade my mind;
In search of perfecton,
I wait: patiently.

The omniscient one knows all.
Patience is a virtue,
but unhappiness reigns supreme.
Opportunities missed have no place in the heart!

Pain! Anger!
Never an option, yet seem to prevail heavily.
I sit.
OMNISCIENT!

So easy, yet so hard!
I wonder what have i missed?
teachings followed, unhappy,
and still I lie awake: Omniscient!

OMNISCIENT,
figment of the imagination,
AND STILL... I DON'T ANSWER!